Hospital

Date: 8/9/2018

I was in a hospital, I was scheduled on brain surgery, something really minor so I could still walk out of bed. I got out the hall and right there, 3 doctors were rolling a bed into the room I stood next to, it was a beautiful girl in her 20s most likely, smooth white skin and blond hair. After 20 minutes the doctors left her room, I went in to check on her... She was really gorgeous, I also noticed she had a ring on her finger. I started reading her file off of the touch screen next to her, it was similar to mine but with a little difference, she got hit hard in the head after dropping unconscious and therefore she was going to get an extra treatment I didn't. Her mom and dad came in, looked in their 50s and 60s, her mom caressed her face, shedding a worried tear before sitting next to me. "I... I'm just here to.... Umm, I read her file.. I'm a patient here too, your daughter's case is similar to mine, I'm gonna get this surgery later today, look-" I say, and then start navigating the Interface on the touch screen next to her daughter. "See..?" -I point at one of 3 lines indicating the procedures, I press the middle one and a schematic of the surgery pops up, showing the targeted area in the brain. "I'm sorry about your daughter.. It also says here she got hit in the head before.. Uhh no.. I shouldn't nose into it, sorry." -"it's alright, thank you for showing me" the mom says. Little scene skip, her parents weren't in the room anymore. After a minute, a doctor came in with a needle- he did what would usually be done with the girl tied down to a chair, restricted for safety. He took a needle through her eye, to syringe a fluid directly into her skull, this shouldn't hurt if you put the syringe exactly through the pupil, eye was numbed. I was still sitting there, he didn't ask me to leave for some reason. While the syringe was in the process of being taken out, she moved her hand- she was supposed to be unconscious. She had no idea what hell she opened her eyes into, I watched her gradually realize her position and panic in the span of 4 seconds. I quickly held her hand, trying to reassure her of the situation, the needle was already out but she doesn't know why she now can't move her right eye... I felt so bad for the poor girl, but I really didn't expect her next move.. While panicking, she started yelling and crying, clawing her own skin with her nails... She was literally peeling it off, screaming things like "I wanna die", "please kill me", by the time 2 nurses got there she already had her entire hand up to the elbow peeled off, strangely not too much bleeding, also her right shoulder was torn in half and her cheek had a cut wide and deep enough to almost just fall by itself, she went crazy... Inflicted so much damage to herself in this state of insanity, so quickly... Me, standing next to it the entire time... I was terrified and disgusted at the same time... I could see the bone of her hand popping, and cheek bone too. Time skips, a few hours probably, I watched the nurse stitch half her body back together, I hate stitches... It's so disgusting seeing a needle pinch flesh. Her hand now was sealed in a thin cast, face covered with generic white bandages, all around her right side and mouth. Time skips again, I was visiting her again, nurse was standing above her, taking off her shoulder and face bandages.. It was an ugly sight, it made me so sad, she was so pretty before and now her entire body is scarred like this... The nurse said "If you haven't done all this to yourself, you could've been home 17 months ago.." she sighs and leaves the room. Dream becomes blurry here, at that instance when I was in the room with her, we talked and she told me about her wedding ring, about how the person she was engaged to abondoned her- "he didn't care for me before and he doesn't now" she says.. Taking the ring off her finger and throwing it aside, the ring had a red square gem in the middle. She also told me about how she was hit in the head but I can't remember... We kept talking and she said something about "getting revenge", it saddened me to hear her heart is as damaged as her body... She was a good girl... Dream ended here. (there was a related scene, in my house backyard, I was taking pictures of the sky at night, it was glowing for some reason and I had her in my mind while looking at the pictures. My grandfather and mom were sitting with me)