Crush

Date: 2/19/2022

I dreamt I became close friend with a guy who has white patch on his hair on the front, his handsome and muscular. We were so close you think we were a couple, but we won’t official. In fact I don’t know if he saw me as gf yet. Does he just saw me as a best friend? And this scene of me walking out of school to try to find him among other guys with white dyed hair was difficult and this sence would repeat over and over with each something slightly different. All with me telling my friends before I go met him so I was super hype to show off my first bf. First he came for me and that was it. Second I had to look for him and call his name and he came for me Third I could not find him but call his name for him to came to me Fourth I could not find him, call his name but he never came Fifth was different. We were sitting what looks like a canteen and looks like everyone brought something and had plastic bag on the table and I saw him, when he left for the washroom I check his plastic bag and it’s tons of medical stuff (I think cpap stuff) and when he came back he caught me looking at his stuff and it seem his him but he seem to not know me. Sixth. I walk out after talking to friends that I have someone I like and we aren’t official yet , walk out the school gate and this time it’s only him with white hair no others have that hairstyle, everyone else look normal this time. I walk to him and he put his arm around me like I’m his gf. (Recently I found out I like muscular handsome guys, not the extreme ones, I don’t think I will date one as all my crush are simple guys and muscular guys are far out of my reach to me mine)