Date: 5/17/2019
By BellasBells
So this is my first journal and I don’t necessarily know how to start this off, but here I go. I guess I’ll start with giving a little bit of some background information. I keep dreaming about this same guy I met back in mid April and it’s starting to hurt me. This some what guy/boy/ whatever is seriously haunting my dreams. I just recently started dreaming of him a lot and I don’t know why. The other night I dreamed of him and when I woke up I was like omg that’s him and so i was like eh I’m still tired I’m going back to sleep and so I went back to sleep and the dream continued and then I woke up and was like omg this ain’t real what’s going on and then I went back to sleep and dreamed of him again with the dream continuing. I had a feeling of wanting to keep on dreaming of him but at the same time I didn’t. It’s not like I think of him durning the day a lot or even much at all. I just keep dreaming of him and I want the dreams to stop but they don’t. I do have feelings towards this person, this person did hurt me, I want to move on and stop dreaming of him but like I said I never think of him really maybe once in a few days but yea I don’t know what the explanation would be. I hope this wasn’t to boring if someone even ends up reading this far or even reading this at all. Lol.