hurting my classmates

Date: 10/3/2019

There were old red brick buildings all over with long metal stairs. (similar to the city of new York). It was almost sunset and everything begin to look dull and dark. I looked back and there’s someone with sinister smile chasing after me. I knew he wanted something but I didn’t know what. To attack, l pushed to release the ice power out of my hand toward him. His body got pushed back and he grabbed to his chest and breathed hard. I knew the cold would hit in the right spot. I kept running with high speed and flied around the buildings at night. I met another person who told me that I should acquiesce in giving my snow power to him. I obviously refused and ended up traveling all the way to my house. A classmate had showed up my house without my permission. I attacked him and the rest of his peers showed up. We ended up fighting for awhile in the backyard of the house. As I gather for my breath, I knew I couldn’t last long. I need to do more powerful attack. I tensed my muscle and put my hands in a claw position as I gather the amount of ice. In the midst of the frosting, the boy said “You don’t have to do this.” Yes I have to, I thought Then I released the ice ball toward the delicate girl with freckles. She was in so much pain. I felt apathy and anger. (the dream ended) ————————————————————— This dream describes very well on my feelings toward my school in general. I hate my school and I hate everyone. I feel anger on daily basis. I waited for 5 years to get out of this place. I’m going to be unrestrained within 6 months. Maybe I’ll cry during the graduation. Not because I graduated, but rather I will be free. At a college, there will be a new start and the things I wanted. I hope I can bloom in college