Overwhelmed

Date: 3/28/2018

This dream was one of those that plays out like a movie where it has the preview at the beginning of how it’ll end. I knew what would happen, in the preview I was walking towards a man wearing a suit and hat with vivid green eyes. Behind him was a bright white light, I knew I was dead, I was going towards the light. Once I saw that my dream actually started and it started off with my sister yelling at my brother(both of who are older). She was yelling at him for being immature and not acting his age but I defended him saying how his goofiness was a good thing and at least he wasn’t all boring and someone who wanted to work in a boring office all day like her. She turned her anger to me and started yelling how at least she acted her age when she was my age. How at least she wasn’t grinding on top of other girls and scissoring them and I knew she was referring to this girl I talked to a while back and how I got caught with a pic of her in her underwear. I yelled back at her how I never even touched her so my sister asked why I even did it then(meaning why I had that pic). I yelled at her I was just under a lot of pressure and she yelled so was she. I couldn’t take it anymore. Everything it was too much. I started screaming. So did she. Now out of my whole dream only three things were extremely vivid. 1. The mans green eyes, they were piercing perfect green dots, not like a realistic figure but almost like pop art. 2. The sound of the screams, it was so loud, so terrifyingly loud as she screamed with my and we both tried to go higher. I thought all the glass would break from the screams and it got so loud it almost started to go quiet, like during an explosion when it’s so loud you go deaf so a little while. And 3. The rain, we kept screaming and suddenly were both in the car with my mom driving us somewhere. I kept screaming, it was just so much that’s all I could do. It feels like she was driving us towards a hospital but I didn’t realize this. We got to a fire department and I was standing in the middle of one of the garages with the garage door open and the truck behind me. I was looking out at the rain still screaming. It was all too much and all I remember after that was seeing the rain, the dark rain as the lamppost on the sidewalk lit it. I saw the rain as I collapsed, I could tell me sister and mom were rushing towards me but it was too late. Then it all went white and the man came towards me with a hand outstretched. I walked towards him, saw him as he lifted his head, but he was also white, the only thing that was distinct was his suit and green dots for eyes. I took his hand, I knew it was over and then I woke up to my alarm sounding, it’s still all so overwhelming.