Close Call (cat put-down)

Date: 9/18/2020

I ALMOST GOT QUEENIE (my cat) PUT DOWN 😭😭😭😭 I don't know what first caused me to go but I remember looking up a cat's average lifespan, pulling up to this shady, dirty looking place and walking in with Queenie in the cat carrier (she was a kitten again too). Then I remember seeing the back of the place and there was an actual pet cemetery outside, it was creepy as hell. Then I remember thinking hard and being like, "wait, why the fuck am I here?" And left. Then I appeared there again, this time there was another family there putting down their pet, and they started talking to me and saying this is the most humane option if your pet is in pain and you don't want them to suffer anymore, so I was telling them about my situation and I was like, "I originally came because I'm moving, and the place doesn't allow pets so I can't keep her. But then I said to myself, 'why am I even here?' because she's not even close to the age of dying and there's nothing else wrong with her" and they totally understood and agreed that I shouldn't put her down.