Afropunk festival

Date: 2/12/2018

After finally persuading myself at the last minute (a few days before the festival) i bought a ticket to go. i was excited to see some of my favorite artists. i was at someone else’s home because they lived close to where the festival would be. at this house were family (and friends i think). it was a lot going on and i was tide in a few situations that i was helping people out with. doing all of this i missed the first day of the concert. i was fine with this because most of my favorite artist were performing the next day. i stayed in this home and got distracted by family drama and even a dating app. the next day came along and by 7PM i told a friend at the home that I missed out on the festival and it’s ending in 3 hours. i began to cry & they tried to help me find something to wear, but i was completely unprepared. i didn’t go. & i felt the guilt really bad. i just continued to lay in bed sad scrolling on apps for the rest of the night. Interpretation: I recently got back active on certain apps. it’s only been a few days, but i’m been very distracted by it. i feel like these apps are a waste of my potential energy. i need to put this time and energy into something else, something that’ll make me a better person. i feel like the concert was an example of me missing out on opportunities because i am being distracted.