Cheating and breakup

Date: 6/29/2019

I had another dream that my boyfriend left me for another girl. I was very heartbroken and he was very much an ass throughout the dream. It’s happened to me in real life several times with different guys so there is that subconscious fear I guess. Maybe also my own insecurities about how good of a girlfriend I am and that I’m not enough. I dunno but it was intense and I cried and I didn’t tell him about it but when he was done his shower this morning he came into the bedroom and lifted the blankets off my feet and kissed my ankles before getting dressed and it’s definitely just my own insecurities.