sleep paralysis

Date: 1/26/2020

nov 13 2019: uhh so i fell half asleep (without my blankets on) and my ceiling fan was left on.. so I got really cold and my brain of course was like “its a ghost moving through u” so i went to pull up my blankets and guess what! i couldn’t move for a few seconds. :) then i just got super scared and i refused to open my eyes because i was so fucking afraid that I would see something and then i would die or get possessed or whatever and then I heard a bunch of voices i dont remember what they said or if they even said anything (maybe they laughed at me idk) but i heard multiple deep voices and i was like “this is it this is my body being asleep and my brain being awake” and i kept shivering and chills kept going thru my body so i was so afraid that it was ghosts but i kept repeating to myself “its okay its not real its not real it will be over soon” and i was trying to move and it was so scary because i could only move VERY slowly like it felt like i was pulling myself through oobleck i swear to god at first i was just uselessly (and very slowly) grabbing at my blankets but i was too weak to pull them over me so i just tried to turn my lights on but they wouldn’t turn on like i kept tapping everywhere (keep in mind, very fucking slowly like it was so damn agonizing) and my light just wouldn’t turn on and chills were going through my spine and i was just laying there so fucking scared that I would get possessed and the energy in the room felt so genuinely evil and unholy but i finally woke up and opened my eyes and my hand was totally no where near my light (probably because my eyes were SCREWED shut like i mean screwed i was so scared) so i turned on my light, left it on and immediately curled up into the tightest ball under all my blankets and went to sleep.