Miscarriage

Date: 11/6/2016

This Dream was absolutely horrible , I've had many terrible dreams but last night was so vivid I woke up out of my sleep literally drenched in sweat , I always wake up with aniexty and I'm able to just smoke a cigarette and shower , and fall back to sleep easily but I had a dream I was in the shower and I was washing my legs and I kept bleeding which in the dream I thought I cut my self shaving til I got out of the shower and was sitting on the toilet in massive pain ( I could feel the pain in my sleep ) I felt pressure as well , all of a sudden in the dream a huge release and the whole sac attached with the cord was in the palm of my hand , I started screaming to my boyfriend to get a cup , he did in the dream but was insisting that I put it in the fridge for it to stay conserve . I got dressed quickly & went to reach for the cup in the fridge and it was empty gone , I just felt this empty feeling of like guilt , I could feel myself in my sleep getting aniexty , soon after that I basically forgot half the Dream but it was so intense . These dreams are super familiar to me , sometimes I like nightmares because they help me face certain fears but this dream was so intense . Every time I think about it I get butterflies in my stomach & of course I looked up the meaning ... it was more then I expected !!! Need to not take nighttime cough medicine I guess 🙄