Daddy dies

Date: 3/12/2019

I cant handle it. I cried at least 4 times today at school... I had a nightmare about riding in a cattle in greyeagle our apartments. And there was a huge and big pond. My dad who is still in jail but in this nightmare he had just gotten out.. Jumped out of the window and out of the cattle and into the water were he hot the rocks and died.. I have never had that dream before.. But im pretty sure it was the worst nightmare of my life..