Found out I was kidnapped for a year as a child

Date: 11/5/2019

It was a dream how I slowly realized there was a secret that no family members told me and I had suppressed it. My dead father my dead uncle dead grandma Irene and dead grandfather( not my real one but I thought he was a step grandfather) were in the dream acting distant and I was very upset. It seemed present day and my sister in law Gina was with me and we returned to my maternal grandparents old house to show her where I had grow up when visiting . The house was occupied by other people who were walking throughout the inside and outside almost as if we weren’t there. Also amongst the huge family living now in the old house my dead relatives were there sort of there as I was showing Gina the rooms I used to go in as a child. I was showing her the basement that used to be a bedroom, my grandparents room my uncles room and outside. Thru out the dream I was learning somehow I had been abducted by a stranger for a year around the age of 5-7. I was trying to fit in present time with my extended family and they were not connecting with me and I realized because I was abducted and they held the secret and I felt betrayed and lost because I couldn’t reconnect with them in our former relationships. I asked my step grandfather (who looked like Kenny Rogers) what exactly happened with my abduction. My grandmother Irene also I was asking and they would only answer the question shortly and didn’t elaborate on any details. I asked where and who took me. Someone said it was a store like a home repair rental parking lot and they saw me get in with a man who was alone with black hair. They said after I asked where I was found and someone answered I was found a year later wandering in a park in West Orange New Jersey. I also remember showing Gina the outside of my grandparents house explaining how the architecture was different and where the steps used to be and I described which family I would sit with. I felt very very sad missing my dead family members. I also remember trying to explain my dream to Joe and he seemed unmoved and acted as if I was exzagerating the abduction. Also I felt throughout the dream that I was trying to figure out if I was dreaming or awake really hard. I couldn’t wake up and I couldn’t figure out about that horrific traumatizing kidnapping .