Hypnagogic state (?)

Date: 6/29/2018

By Wisdom

This is not a dream but a weird ‘sleep ‘ condition I had one night. Sometimes I try to lucid dream using M.I.L.D. Method. So that night I tried to lucid dream and I put special music for lucid dreams/astral travel. I often do so. After about 3 hours I wake up having no dream recall at all. Also the device was out of battery. So I decided no more effort tonight and I ‘abandoned’ the ‘corpse position’ and tried to have a normal sleep taking almost an ‘embryo position ‘ . I think I fall sleep for a few minutes or seconds. (?) Then wile my body was sleeping, my consciousness awake. I was watching my breath and it was very deep and very calm. I had NO itching and no tendency to move the slightest inch. That’s highly unusual for me so I am sure that my body was asleep although there were 100 thoughts in my mind. (!) At first I felt my hart beats very strong and felt worried about that. After A wile I thought ‘my hart will be just fine’ and after that my hart beats calmed. My ears were working and I know this, because my husband started snoring slightly (witch he does some times) and I was able to hear it. (Oh no! Not now!) Actually I didn’t try to move because I was afraid I would wake up. Instead I tried to lucid dream for a wile but I didn’t make it. After 1-2 hours I fall asleep normally. (I had a non lucid dream witch I could recall clearly and have written in my personal dream journal). Has anyone experienced something similar?