Disorient Express

Date: 9/8/2022

Sasha punched me and I was sooo high and she was sayn sorry and I was hurting and I was sooooo high. And then I saw the light change outside my door and got scared bc I thought SG or someone was tryna come in so I let out a startled scream but it was so loud and guttural and Sasha said some Arabic curses which made me even more angry/sad/bad. Sometimes, in these moments of pure sadness or rage, in real life, my whole world shifts on an axis for a second, for the moment I process that I'm feeling that way. That is what happened here but to an extreme amount and for longer. I then started to wake up and was like holy shit where would I even be when I wake up. I could hear sound around me but it was unclear what type of noise. I was trying to remember where I lived and all I could remember was 11 Gladstone Street. There was noise outside my door in real life and in my dream it sounded like a baby or a kid and I was like holy shit am I still in Gladstone Street and everything since then is a dream?! I tried hard hard to think where I could be living now that it's the future and I remembered Cara House. As I opened my eyes, I thought to myself "what if Cara House is a dream" and I was prepared to wake up in Gladstone Street blown away having lived a whole life after it.