I have to die.

Date: 2/2/2019

I was being threatened at home. I lived in a grey place, an apartment, a small town, I went to school I think. Everyday on the way I went into familiar stores to pick up sweets or ice cream or something on the way. It was a common hangout, the ice cream parlor. Anyway I was being held hostage for the entire dream. Someone needed me to die so something could be accomplished. They held me and my family at gunpoint demanding they find a way or they'd kill me. We tried everything. Spells with grandma's body. Spells doing other things. Nothing could accomplish what this man wanted. We kept trying. I ate marshmallows I warmed in the oven. Once I went to school and I entered the butcher shop. I was horrified at all the meat. It was disgusting to me, they had only meat on racks like bakery racks. They had penises in one rack and meat squares like ice cream sandwiches on the other. The rest was other various meats. I nearly vomited as I read the ingredients on the meat squares. It was basically all meat and animal products. I ranted at the shop boy who shook his head and commiserated then I left. The ice cream parlor I couldn't even go into. It was too horrifying. It was like something had come along, maybe tat man with the gun, and woken me up to the reality of suffering. I was so horrified by the ice cream parlor I couldn't step in, it felt like death or like I was dying so I left instantly. My friends beckoned me in but I refused. I could never do it. At home nothing worked and I was still under threat. The person demanding my death was still insistent that I must die but he was willing to find another way. My family begged to save me. Someones I was them begging to save me and searching for a way. Finally at the end when another spell failed and it was crunch time they found it. Someone had fed me vampire blood, I must have been hurt, and the man with a gun was now godzilla coming after me to kill me. They tried to get me away but at the last minute the godzilla crushed me, almost by accident. I died instantly, no pain, and became a vampire. My name came up on a weird holographic projector in another alien language, but I could read it. They said it was supposed to be...and i tried to make it something cool... But it turned out to be the name I have in real life. Even the appropriate spelling.