Hospital Malfeasance

Date: 12/18/2017

This was a very hard dream to recall and many details are missing. This is what I remember. I went to the hospital to visit someone and on the way up to the ICU, I started having labor pains. I tried to find a nurse that would listen to me and it took a little while for them to get me in a wheelchair and get me to the birthing unit. I remember seeing lots of medical technical devices and equipment. Like from the 80s or something. It gets fuzzy here. Much like it would if I was actually having a baby, I think anyway.(irl I have never birthed a child) what I know next is that I’ve had the baby and they didn’t bring it to me. I can’t find the baby because they threw her or him away, either because it was sick, dying or dead. I know that I left the hospital to recover at home and then a friend brought me back to the hospital to find out what happened. I went to speak with the directors of the hospital one was a woman and one was a man. My friend and I went up to speak to them and I say to the lady I need to find out what happened to my baby and who’s idea it was to take it away from me, now! I thought she wouldn’t tell me, but immediately she pointed to the man in the desk in the corner and said it was his idea! She started crying. I went over to him and I said why the Hell did you take my child!?!? What did you think you were doing? The man looked guilty but not repentant, just a little sheepish not even a lot, just a little. He tried to justify himself and I don’t remember the exact words but it was something like well we did what we thought was right. I remember feeling Powerless. Eodair.