Reoccurring reality

Date: 11/14/2018

My dream consisted of many different “ realty “ dreams. When I finally fell asleep I was dreaming about “ me and my family” having to go to an amusement park because everywhere else was infested with zombies ( although I never saw any zombies). Then I started a new dream, it consisted of me and my classmate jasmeet, we were fixing our school bags and talking, eventually that dream ended and I went to a different one that i don’t remember too well because I was pretty much freaking out in both my dream state and my actual mind and body outside my dream. I could feel myself breathing really quickly saying I wanted the dream to end but nothing was happening and at that point I pretty much had realized that I was dreaming but I literally didn’t know how to do anything about it. Onto a new dream, this one has my mom and my dog. I was walking out of my room where I’m assuming the last dream took place and I walk into the living room where my mom is sitting on a coach ( not my couch (( this is where the dream is switching stuff up)) ) and there were around four or five of my dog as well as I believe a kitten in my moms arms, I see everything start to look blurry and so I ask my mom ‘ Mom why is everything so blurry’ she looks at me and then I switch to a different dream. I also don’t remember this one but I remember something to do with superheroes. Then I switch again wanting to just get out of this dream so that I can wake up. This next dream is I believe the last one. I’m laying in my bed and I’m waking up from my dream ( or so I thought). everything looks the same as in my actual room and I really did think I was awake until I saw my mom again, I know she looked different but I can’t exactly make out what she looked like. I knew it was another dream and I got so mad, I had that feeling of shortness of breath while I was breathing quickly again. ( I would also like to point out that once this was happening my actual mind was thinking about what would happen if I woke up, it was morning and my family was around me asking me if I was ok because I was breathing heavily and having a bad dream) I look at my mom again and I get so mad that I start throwing the things that are on my bedside table at her, at some point I find a backscratcher and I was gonna throw it but I held it in my hand through a few more things but eventually things started getting stuck to my hand and weren’t getting thrown properly. I was runny up to my mom and I started hitting her with the backscratcher then as I was hitting her I got another thought/ vision of my real life mom after I would wake up from my dream ( since I do usually tell her about my dreams) and she was crying because I had to hit her in order to get out of my dream. I shook it off and kept hitting until one of the claws got caught on her hair, in which I stood up (( because she cornered me)) and flew over her I stood on the floor and she turned around as I was getting the backscratcher out of her hair to keep hitting her. She looked at me and said something along the lines of“ hook my hair again and you’ll see what happens “ so I hit her again and then everything went black. She killed me. I then saw another vision of my real life Mom saying “ so you I had to kill you so you could kill me so you could wake up from your dream?” Whilst crying. And then I woke up, tried searching up the meaning of this type of dream ( reoccurring reality) found nothing so then I came on here so i could write out my dream to see if anyone knew what it means. THANK YOU FOR READING ABOUT MY DREAM ( btw this dram literally happened in such short time like it’s still the middle of the night )