Dated ex crush and my old dog

Date: 2/4/2017

I dont know where i was but i was dating my old crush. Ive never kissed anyone for real in my dreams but i actually kissed him... multiple times... like a lot. Then id get this surge of guilt like "I want him but ik hes bad" type of thing. While we were dating he was doing all of these evil things too. Then I had a dream that i video taped my dreams. I showed them to my family and he was there again. I also saw my old dog Buddy who passed away. I got to pet him and everything. I remember thinking in my dream "wow i actually get to say goodbye for the last time". Also there was a fish tank and the filter kept breaking and there were even baby fish.