Juanita and I got into a talk about how to do midsummer and we were bouncing ideas back and forth...then we got into a fight and she stopped talking to me. I still went to ritual and there was the same ritual from last year and I could even see myself. but I joined in. I eventually made it to the gatheing and started talking and after I apologised and explained how it was just me. and I was feeling alone everyone started bringing me their juice.