Dead friends, and gorgeous skies

Date: 3/31/2021

I was hanging out with this guy I used to know growing up who was murdered, Colton. We were watching movies together and snuggling on a nest of blankets on the floor. Suddenly I remembered he had died and it made me go lucid but it switched and he was another man who had kidnapped me and was holding me captive and raping me. I still knew it was a dream but I couldn’t get away or escape. I cursed myself for watching so much spooky crime stuff before I fell asleep and thought “I should have known I’d give myself nightmares!!” I ended up opening the window and jumping out and flying. The sky was a gorgeous blend of pale lilac and pastel orange. It reminded me of sherbet ice cream, the moon was out and the sky was filled with bright stars. The breeze felt cool and fresh and I felt so good.