murderer @ school

Date: 12/22/2019

i keep on having dreams ab killing people i swear i’m not a murderer but?? these dreams fucking suck??? like throughout the whole thing i just feel extremely guilty and sick so when i wake up it’s such a relief anyway, i was on a field trip with my class and we went to this costco looking store, we were like putting stuff away and whatnot, literally for NO REASON i go to one of the back aisles with a knife 100% ready to kill my friend, one of my closer friends was there and witnessed the whole thing. i’m pretty sure i killed this kid on purpose, but i made my close friend who saw it think it was an accident. we literally left the body there and left, i talked to one of my classmates and she had a necklace on and i asked her what it meant, she said it was for the murder she committed in 2014?? like i mean i guess. but we went along with our day at school and the whole time i was just feeling disgusting like i couldn’t shake the feeling off, during class my friend sent me a text that 2 other girls were suspects of the kids murder. After this i completely felt at ease which is kinda fucked up bc what i did was ab to be blamed on somebody else but i didn’t really care?? after this the dream switched settings but yeah it kinda sucked