The ego

Date: 2/3/2018

I basically wanted to heal myself sexually and stimulate myself with hentai. My cousins and family wouldn’t leave me alone. I had to go through extreme measures just to be alone and be able to watch m, even telling my sister at one point about it, and fighting with my dad and kicking him out of my room. At one point I spoke to Manasa about the egoic I, and made her meditate to experience it.