self harming

Date: 5/3/2017

Its a dream i woke up with today morning ..a girl is sitting on a chair she is moving back and forth she have big kitchen knife in her hand her short hairs are open she is wearing white nighty slowely she scraping her wrist as if she want to feel each part pain ...blood is dropping from her hand .i came and snatched knife from her hand ..i think i was hypnotised by her i started slowely scraping away my wrist to enjoying pain ...there is satisfactory hapiness on my face