Connor spends the night, I sleep on the couch- the morning after

Date: 9/8/2019

Dream connor was over He slept in my bed without ,e pourRem I hough he didn't want me there and I was being rejected again I was on the couch and I acted asleep and he went to the kitchen like my dad does and does the morning routine He gets a bowl and pours cereal I look at him in his underwear and stare at his lower half, gazing. I admired his feet. I was hoping he wasn't stepping on a dirty floor He was facing the window and eating He turned around and I was caught -- Go upstairs to my bed where I was sleeping after he left and just sat at the side of my bed confused. Notice this grey bag filled with snacks and I look through it to humor myself After 2-3 wrappers I have the bag lifted and notice there is weight I pull out this fancy bottle of lube and am stunned I didn't think he wanted me -- then my dream was ruined as ryan parker devilishly hurts my feelings and tells me that he likes someone else and has been having a lot of aex and one of them is his ex teacher All I remember is rapidly penetrating areas around my house