Boys

Date: 9/19/2020

I had a dream last night, but I can't remember a lot of it. I was at this place, maybe it was the kitchen I work at. It was dark outside and any light was coming from the street lamps along the road. I remember Jacob being there and I was being extra sweet to him because I knew he liked me and I didn't like him back whatsoever. I felt bad, kinda. I'm pretty sure I was either thinking of Justin in my dream, or I was talking about him. When I woke up (irl) I remember being so excited because I have been waiting and waiting to dream about him. This may sound crazy, but I'm hoping to contact his subconscious in my dreams because we can't see much of each other at the moment due to... the circumstance. Maybe I can give his subconscious some hope and something to look forward to when we get to see each other irl, whether his conscious self is aware or not.