Meeting parents

Date: 6/2/2020

I had a dream I met Edwins parents. I came out with my sister. I came out on my cousin Anthony’s back and he thought I left him which was funny. I told him it was my cousin and me and my sister went into the car. We went to Edwins house and it was chill. I came out of his room and made the courage to talk to his dad, who has nice. I asked him if I was Edwins first girlfriend and he said, “yes, I think so”. Edwins grandparents weren’t there. So his dad was pretty nice. But his mom was very mean. She was judging me and how I didn’t do certain things. When I was in their home I brushed it off as much as possible, as I wanted to be nice. That’s when Edwin went to drop me off at my house and his parents came to the car with him. When we were walking to the car, his mom said my sister stinks and that she’s poorly taken care of. Then Mia told me that she pooped her pants and I got very frustrated because of everything else happening, so I took a piece of snow off the ground and threw it into the ground as frustration, almost hitting a lady. This made Edwins mom very mad, and she judged me even more. She told me that I almost hit a woman and that I couldn’t control my reactions. I said sorry to the woman, and Edwin also got mad at me. At this point I gave up and stopped trying to defend myself. Her mom kept talking shit the whole car ride, and I told her that I basically am my sisters mom, so she should give me a break. Then I ignored her even more and cried. My sister was saying I was mean and a bad sister out of getting Edwins mom’s attention. We got there and she asked if I lived in this trash, which hurt my feelings. I left with my sister very hurt and traumatized over meeting parents.