Date: 7/23/2019
By sarahsleeps
I feel like I must have traveled back in time a little. The dream was. Different. I was heading to one of my best friends wedding. Irl he is already married but in my dream I do not believe the person he was marrying was his irl wife. I'll tell it like a story. I walked through a forest to get to the hall. I remember leaving my house thinking I looked so pretty and ready for the wedding but as I stepped out of the forest I realized how exposed I was. My dress had an open front but someone it seemed acceptable. Everyone told me how nice I looked. All I could think was you could see my panties and they were red. My dress was black so I needed to change my panties to match. My ex and his best friend decided to come along with me in search of this alteration to my outfit. As much as I think I'm over him I'm still here dreaming about him and I having a special connection. So basically. He was checking me out and flirting with me. I got a new pair of panties but these were so lacey you could see EVERYTHING. It didn't help my situation. I ended up leaving them and going to my friends hotel as she got ready for the wedding. She loaned me a swimsuit I could wear under the dress that covered me enough and I someone still looked wedding ready. The dream switched. It seemed to be a few days after the wedding. This is when I realized why I was walking through a forest. The wedding was on an island I didn't recognize. But it was so beautiful. It was dense with plants and the air fresh with the ocean breeze. It was a very small island. Everything seemed cramped. I ran into my boyfriend and his wife. Now it's questionable. I understand. Yes. He has a wife. I'll allow you to come to your own conclusion. I didn't mean to run into them. But here I was stuck. I haven't met her before but she was pretty, funny, nice, and very outgoing. She seemed to like me a lot and invited me along with them on the rest of their trip. I was then with the wife alone. It was my boyfriends little cousins graduation and it was a whole big show. Obviously. Nerves were getting to us. We wanted to be alone but couldn't. I left them after that night but had forgotten my jacket in his car. Making me have to go to their house to get it back. Here I met her parents. They were rich. Not saying that's why hes with her. But part of me understood something new. I didn't want him to make a choice. I woke up then.