exposing myself as a weebo

Date: 8/3/2019

I [I was 15yo dazai from bungou stray dogs here] was walking to a hotel with some other people to meet the new guy in our organization, rampo. On our way there we get stopped by a couple of people who asked us to see rampo bc they're his fans and I said yes. When we arrived at the hotel we saw a long ass queue of fans waiting and I realized I'd fucked up. I tried to keep my cool and go to rampo's room, but when we arrived he wasn't there and the people around were all freaking out. I was about to panic, but then I remembered who I was supposed to be and that he'd never react that way and so I tried to pretend to be calm. We searched around for a while till we finally found him in another room chilling on a bed with two other people. I ran towards him to hug but I remembered who we both were and so stopped short from the bed and only held his hands. I apologized, but he wasn't angry. In the room entered other people who started playing with their cats on the balcony. I left the room to then find myself in higuchi's room, an enemy to my organization. [I'm no longer dazai here but back to myself] while I'm looking around she comes up to me and say: "I hate your sisters" to which I respond that the majority of them hates her too [I only have one sister irl, dunno how many here]. She told me that she doesn't hate me though but actually finds me interesting, and I responded that I felt the same. I explained to her how I didn't agree with all the people in my organization, but we were united by our common love for our city. walking towards her I added how maybe we could end up working together for that same reason.