The fallen

Date: 8/22/2019

So basically me and Nasir were inside an elevator and things were happening I can't really explain but things in my head started hurting. Then we ended up in my room and I was crying but I was watching myself crazy and nasir was just standing there yelling. He was breaking up with me. He said that he never wanted me and that's when the floor below me broke and I started falling. Everything around me while I was falling was memories of everyone who ever hurt me or said something mean or bullied me and when I got down to the bottom I ended up inside a mental hospital. My doctor looked at me and had two pills in his hand and asked which one. I was still crying and confused so I asked what are they for and then he said one is for immediate death and one is to live 1 more week in the perfect life you dream of. And at this point I was going in and out of sleep so then I snatched both of them and started coughing so bad . Then all I remember is seeing a galaxy then I woke up 🤦🏾‍♀️.