Killed My Baby on Accident

Date: 3/12/2024

I had just given birth a couple days ago, Angie and I decided to go to a haunted house but I was with my new baby. I put earplugs that I was going to use for myself and put it on the baby because I didn’t want her ears to be injured. I was so worried she would somehow get hurt during the haunted house I was trying to figure out a way to hold her securely since no strollers were allowed. Angie suggested I put her inside the clear purse, I put her inside and she fit perfectly and comfortably. I zipped it up for about 3 minutes until I realized there was no holes inside the purse and that she can’t breathe. I almost passed out with fear and worry as I frantically unzipped the bag so she could breathe. But I was too late. She was so young that there was no struggle or way she could of alerted me that she was unable to breathe. I picked up her blue lifeless body crying and heaving that it was an accident. Angie was freaking out too. She was saying she was sorry and I hugged her and told her it’s not her fault. I was scared I would now be considered a murderer because of this accident and be charged for neglect and get a life sentence or even 1 to 2 years scared me to be honest. I remembered she was born at 6 months so technically I think there was a loophole since she’s a preemie that it would not be considered murder. I couldn’t bear to tell the family what happened, they were shocked and depressed as well. my heart was so heavy.