Trevor

Date: 4/10/2016

I was sitting on the couch watching tv as I get a knock on the door from my ex lover from a few years ago. It's been 3 years since he dumped me and I've still not been able to get over it. I let him in and we go and watch tv together. it's just like our old little movie dates we had. I don't remember what it was that we were talking about, but I don't think we were talking at all. it was like we were in a movie and all I remember hearing was the sound of the tv. I had a big smile on my face. we were siting on little chairs that had no back board thing to it, so it was uncomfortable. he moved to the comfortable couch, and now I remember he was sitting really werid and uncomfortable, but I decided it was now or never, so I should make a move. I followed and sat next to him. we sat here for about 20 seconds we he then cuddled up next to me. I grabbed his hand the same time he grabbed mine, as the ant farm theme song came on. he looked at me, smiled, and started dancing because he was happy I grabbed his hand. after he calmed down, he leaned in and kissed me. we walked upstairs because he wanted to see my room. when we got there he thought my room was really sick and he lifted me up. he said something but I can't remember ( I think it was something like saying I'm cool). then we walked back downstairs. it was at night and now it became light out, so I stayed up with him all night. my family was having a reunion and selling our couches to people. I helped carry a couch out to a car for a guy and when I came back trevor was gone. my step dad kicked him out because this whole time I sneaked him in. my mom told me her and my step dad got divorced and that she was seeing someone. then I told her I was seeing someone too. I was about to text trevor and remembered that he had a (nasty, trashy, slut) girlfriend and I started celebrating because he dumped her. his contacted in my phone was Lover, so when I typed up his contact, I saw that. I wanted to cry because it's been so long since we talked. then I was going to text my old friend mira to ask because I moved to Texas and they're back home in Hawaii. so I woke up thinking I had to go text mira and now I literally want to cry. it was the most realist dream feeling I've ever had. I'm still hung up on him and this just made it worse, but I'm so glad it happened.