Date: 11/18/2022
By briannagio
I’m with Blane. I notice that he’s acting kind of weird. I ask him if something’s wrong, but he shrugs it off. I ask again and he finally admits that doesn’t find me attractive anymore. He tells me that he still loves me, he’s just not physically attracted. I feel my heart sink to the floor. I’m pretty thrown off by this because he usually tells me pretty often how beautiful he thinks I am (in real life). I ask him what he wants to do, hoping that he doesn’t want to end things, but also not wanting to stay with someone who has lost some feelings for me. He says that he needs some time… Now it’s Thanksgiving Day and I want to talk to him about our relationship. Despite his request for “time,” I show up to his house. Candi’s in the kitchen when I walk in. I ask her if Blane’s home and she nods—I can’t tell whether or not she knows about our situation. I walk through the house and into the dining room. I check in the dining room and find him sitting at the table with Branden. I ask him if we can talk in private. He gets up and we step into the living room. I begin by asking him what about me has changed. Before he answers, I add “Is there something else that you aren’t telling me?” I think to myself that he might have lost all of his feelings altogether. I feel kind of pathetic, but I still want to work on things with him.