Julian

Date: 2/17/2019

about two nights ago, i had a dream about this guy that i go to school with named Julian. he's quite heavenly to me, but he doesn't think he is. he's tall, a senior, mexican with extremely brown eyes and long brown hair. anyway, onto the dream. i was with him and his smoke buddies riding around with them in the middle of the night. he and i were in the backseat high and giggling sharing blunt while his friend upfront was recklessly driving. it was wonderful. the windows were down and i stuck my head out and deadass felt free as hell. he pulled be back in with beautiful aggression and kissed me, handed me the blunt and kissed me some more. i gave it back and started slowly licking his neck and then kissing it. he was moaning so i kept going because it was something he obviously liked. bout 3 hours of driving around, we all found this abandoned house and stayed there for the night. julian picked me up like a baby and carried me into the other room and matched another blunt and blew the smoke in my face. i swear, he looked so beautiful when he did it. i remember sitting there being mesmerized by him. he gave me the blunt and after i took a few puffs, we started to fuck and it was great. i was dreaming, but i actually felt everything. every body part he touched, gripped, kissed, licked, grabbed. it was fucking perfect. now in reality, i see him all the time in the morning and in the hallways passing period and i'm always nervous to say hi, because he probably doesn't recognize me at all. he follows me on instagram and likes my pictures of me and i just get nervous. he gives me fuckin butterflies.