Touching someone

Date: 5/30/2021

I was in like a pool but I dont remember being in water but I seen others in water. The water was up until their knees. I guess I get in and I got stuck, not because of the water but because their were about three men with their shirt off standing in front of me. I get a little nervous because they were so sexually attractive. One approaches me and tells me to put my hands on his chest then he guides me down his bumpy well formed abs. They felt like I was putting my hand across some warm shiny rocks with oil on them. At that point he had me cought in his seductive body through the touch. The to my surprise he guided my hand further down and I look around knowing I had to get out of the situation. Although it felt good at least the physical sensation my mind and heart knew I had to get going and it just wasnt right. I was already touching and stroking him while i was thinking this and then I tell myself ok stop. So I did then I remember seeing my husband from a far and I hid from him because I knew what I did was wrong and what he could see will also appear wrong. A part of me wanted to stay because it physically felt good to stay but instead I had stopped and walk forward and I woke up.