Pregnancy (Nap Dream)

Date: 9/29/2018

I host a two-day sleepover with some friends, including Abby and Amanda. Other people show up later, including Eva and Sarah, I think. However, despite being a virgin, I’m pregnant. I am due to give birth any day, and even though I’m nine months along I’m not that big. My parents are not that upset with me for being pregnant, and my dad even remarks, as we stand in the kitchen, that my baby looks like me as a baby. A visual of my baby, slightly older, appears, and the baby looks like baby me but with darker hair. Between these two segments there’s some weird dream involving note cards, English class, and a weird field trip near a city. I don’t remember it that well but I know it happened. I go to the hospital to have a C-Section. A random bunch of my classmates go with me. The doctor first delivers the baby of another pregnant woman, then it is my turn. I am extremely nervous and the doctor gives me time to mentally prepare myself for the procedure. I ask a girl that I don’t know that well to be in the delivery room with me, as I have no one else with me and I’d like to have at least one person comfort me. She agrees. I think about how I am going to put the baby up for adoption once it’s born.