Virtual DnD and my crush

Date: 11/19/2018

I’m a virtual desert playing DnD. We werent dressed up though, so it’s like we were playing ourselves in the game. Walking through the sands towards camp next to L. (IRL I’ve had a crush on this guy for like 5 years, we’re good friends too.) L puts his hand around my waist and walks with me, holding me tight. I’m surprised by this, and excited because it’s my crush. There were showers near our camp, just like in parks IRL. L and I go into one together, but secretly so the others don’t know. We have sex in the shower and in the dream it feels so fucking good. My legs are up against the shelves / walls of the shower and L holds me against the wall, kissing my neck and shoulders and mouth. I half woke up but I could still *feel* the dream and I tried to keep feeling it for as long as possible and was so sad when I woke up and it was over.