an alternate world

Date: 5/6/2017

so i went to bed and i was dreaming but the dream transported me almost to another reality. it was almost the same world except with a lot less order, and there was timers for everyone's life and once the timer went out you just died. i saw i had 90 hours left and was freaking out because i didn't want to die. I tried to text my mom telling her to wake me up from the dream because i knew that my 'real' body was asleep in my bed. i just got really anxious about dying but stopped caring about what i was doing because i would die anyway. i smoked weed before class and came to class hella smoked and the teachers could tell but i didn't care. and later i had like 8 shots of tequila at a bar bc i was so angry and sad