Lucid Exploration

Date: 3/27/2024

I am in a bar with a guy, i see him a lot so we are kind of friends. I explain to him that i was cleaning these cereal out of the sink because there was no garbage disposal, but that i couldn’t tell if it was real or a dream. Then i remember this is a dream! I get excited and tell him I’m lucid. His face begins to morph and he loses interest in me, didn’t interact. So i go walking and everyone walking by is not interested in interacting. When i try to focus on them they start to fade. So i just say, does anyone want to talk to me? No one responds to me. So i think a smaller intimate space we’ll feel safer to me for the dream, so i walk into a metal trailer. My eyesight goes dark and i ask for clarity, nothing happens. So i grope around trusting i will find the next thing to do. I open a door and there is a lot of light that comes in so i follow that and follow the good feeling. Then i see a beautiful landscape with cattails and glowing strange plants and water. It’s amazing abcs I’m very happy to see it and amazed. Then i see some children sitting on giant lily pads in the water, and although it looks cool, something feels off about it so i don’t pursue that direction . I meet a couple women after falling. I realize falling is just a sensation but not real so i can stop it at any point. These ladies have a time got practicing falling in, in dreams. I talk to one of the ladies. I tell her I know i am dreaming and ask her what she thinks dreams are good for . She doesn’t really answer me out loud but gives me a look and then i remember i can ask questions about situations in my life. So i take a piece of paper i have (i look for a blank page but they all have something on them so i just use one with abstract pencil drawings on it since that seems the most neutral) and i say to the paper that when i ask the question, and crumble it and open it again, the answer will be on the page. So i ask about my relationship with Bodhi. I ask if there is anything i should do that is for the highest god of all involved. It is like a prayer. I open the paper and see a lot written on it. It looks official and formal/ bureaucratic. I see the words “dear user: “ and a lot of info I’m excited to read but it starts to morph and the lady takes it away anyway. A little scolding. I get upset at first, and tell a guy i met in an elevator that there’s a conspiracy that someone doesn’t want us to get answers in our dreams. But then i start to dream more abstractly and realize i would have taken whatever was written too much to heart when i woke up and not have left room for all the choices available. I was trying to remember what was on the paper and it looked like subscription plans, different levels different costs. It made me think that i had choices in my relationship with Bodhi and that the future is unwritten with him. But there was also this feeling in the dream that AI was getting too much involved even in the dream space, starting to come in and commercialize/ monetize and fill in with fake useless information and content. I’m losing lucidity and there are people on these motorized bikes/chairs all riding someone like at a camp. I think there is one for me to use but it turns out to be a remote control toy truck. So i just leave it there.