Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 7/7/2021
By miisguiided
Date of dream: June 23rd, 2021 @ 8:42 I was in the car and I was back at Mosswood. Our house was at Mosswood, I remember that much. Kim was over and we were doing something together and I remember falling asleep in my dream. Once I started the dream (inside a dream yes I know crazy) it was me and mom and Mackenzi. Mom and Mackenzi were in Mary’s truck and I was in my car. I pulled up beside them with my windows down and was yelling back and forth and I told Mackenzi I had a different dream where I said she didn’t care about anything or anyone telling her what to do or didn’t let me do something I forgot what it was but she ALWAYS does it and I was screaming at her across cars while we were driving, that she does do this horrible shit and we were arguing and mom was yelling at both of us to stop and then next thing I know, I’m driving straight into a tree, mom keeps driving then stops when she realizes and gets out of the car to see me. She’s looking for my car but all that is left is four inflatable wheels on the ground and my white car vanished and she’s looking for my body, idk why it’s small but I’m plastered on the tree in like a fairy sized version of myself and I’m split in two and it looks like I’ve been just splatted over the tree there’s blood splats near my body and I start to scream then I end up screaming awake and throwing up in the same ditch where I ended up in the crash dream (dream inside a dream I’m back where I was with Kim just outside) and I’m screaming and crying and i look up, and I’m back on sheldon's street and all these people are outside looking at me and these group of kids come up with a hose and help me hose off cause I threw up on myself. They’re sweet and they’re nice but in the dream I get the feeling everyone around me (the grownups) don’t want me around them. The grown up then asks me if I am ok, what are you doing here? but more in a judgemental way then helpful, and I say “I’m sorry I have ptsd and have nightmares, I wake up in places I shouldn’t be, I’m sorry” and he says “Oh you’re an adult? then never mind.” like that mattered anyways, then I see my uncle Jayson trying to help me up and ask if I’m ok because he’s at some barbecue outside thing in the driveway across the street from the ditch I was in and his big new blonde hair playboy bunny girlfriend comes up and kisses him before he can continue helping and I just walk away and end up going back to the mosswood house and the group of kids help me. We end up back at the house and the garage door is open. What may be a young Spencer goes and runs to the fridge in the garage and gets out popsicles and the other girl and boy follow suit and I say goodbye. There was bread taken out of the fridge I didn’t know where to put it, gatorade’s (the baby ones) and oatmeal creme pies in the fridge. I go inside and ask Kim, who is collecting her things as I walk in, “What happened? Did you fall asleep?” and she says “Yeah I was sleeping, we’d both been sleeping this whole time” and I then told her what had happened and why I’d come from outside. At some point our Aunt Dee was staying somewhere in that house with us because uncle Jayson left her for some bimbo. That’s the dream from what I can remember.