Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 10/15/2018
By Fitful
There is a skull, mine which is revealed to me during a final granduation ceremoney. We all must face our deepest fears and apparently mine is a skull, where the bone is carved to resemble a jail cell inside a hallowed out skull cavity, full of soi sauce. I have two friends, a boy and a girl. His fears aren't faced enough, mine are the skull soi sauce thing, we all aren't friends at first but this makes us friends. The guy and girl are brother and sister. He gets very clingy when I'm sleeping over to visit with herand wants her to stay with him instead of me. She tells him we can all stay together, sleep in the same bed, but he puts my hand on his cock, to illustrate that he can't, and gets angry at the idea. I get mad he'd sleep with his little sister with a boner and he says he wouldn't have it with her... Anyway later we are graduated and working. I work at a grocery part time with the girl. She is making a movie, with an Alice in Wonderland theme woven in it to it. I help be pick out a beautiful square silver Alice In Wonderland watch for the main character. I also wash dogs? Dog carriers.. Cars? Anyway I leave work for another job and end up in a rich guys fancy car which can drive itself. I was supposed to be cleaning out a pet cage but this rich guy plotted with family and friends to get me somewhere. The automated car takes me on a wild ride through the rich man's property, as if I'm going to interhit it someday and this is a tour. The property is a massive garden. It gets progressively more and more beautiful. The car races through cave tunnels into crystal lit ponds and overflowing fauna, over sunlit hills and through more pretty ponds nooks. The car also goes very very fast, so fast I fear we might hit something several times. Finally why stop and I find out why. My mother happens to work her, and be working at that day and time. I'm disallowed to see her so this is am extraordinary event. Mom is cleaning a pin full of yuckiness, stuff you cant touch for the stink of it and the entire area has this stinkmud tracked over it. However salt covers the ground like snow to cover up the area, and I walk over to the fence she's in in disbelief. She's wearing coveralls and is covered in stinkmud and looks exhausted. I'm crying and crying and crying, tears steam down my fsce like river's flow. I'm so happy and releaved but I also hate her and I'm angry so I dont know why I'm crying. She can't hug me, covered in that yuck, but i can see she wants to by the aborted motion she makes toward me. I dont know if I'd want her to. I don't think I would. ~ This cat/bat/squid thing finds its way to me. I pick it up and it rawrs with a bat face and mouth. Its naked like a sphinx cat I adore it and take it all over the house looking for a place to put it, I'm so excites. Finally I settle on my old room, the one I dont use anymore because I don't live here anymore. I try putting it in the lower bunk, and closing the curtain and the wall. This room is in my grandparents house, and the old room is in the wall like those mini elevator, and everything is old and nostalgic, but my grandmother catches me. She says i can keep the pet but I can tell she's ambivalent about it, shes got that careful polite way of talking. The cat/bat/squid is so aggitated it won't settle down. I take it outside into the courtyard and it finds itself a pile of dirt in front of the back door and buries itself. It mostly resembles a squid now. It doesnt want to leve the dirt or come back inside. My grandma says to leave it. I conclude it must be a land based squid and i consider getting a huge empty fishtank neary by and filling it with dirt and putting it there for safekeeping but i don't. I dont like the idea of captivity. But the next day that area is bulldozed, in fact the entire yard outside, 50 feet in any direction is paved over to make a beach. I am so upset i keep looking in the dirt for that cat/bat/squid. In fact i become so obsessed i focus mainly on the small patch of dirt portion, i keep looking for that. ~ Later I am several people. A gay boy whose boyfriend just cheated on him. A father who hears the gay boy find out about it. This jealous angry version of me who sees this schoolmate get married and have a baby a day out of high school and plots to turn their child into an alcoholic by age 11. I dye my hair pink, badly because in the dream i know nothing about bleaching and dye, and as an evil nurse i get the job as their nanny and make evil plans. But i also watch myself, as if an outside observer, watch her plot and dye her hair, and i know i will end up loving the child and being unable to harm it. I also am that gay boy and I teach a bully how to endure pain by challenging him. We start old computers with bycycling to build up the energy. Its a contest and its difficult but its fun and he actually manages to finish. He's not so bad after. An ugly girl gets made fun of at a party, a party on that beach which got paved over, and calls her a tranny because he's so unattracted to her. She runs off crying and that rumor is started. ~ Later still the plot of dirt becomes more important. It has the abiloty to absorb people, the grandfather or the father of that new baby gets absorbed. The plot of dirt retains all of the person and being near it feels like being near that person. It becomes important to everyone.