In Shock

Date: 6/20/2017

I abused my mother to no end. I pushed her down the stairs and clawed at her with my nails and told her over and over that i hated her guts. She was sobbing, but she still told me that she believed in me, and that i could stop any time i wanted to. The entire time i was sobbing, begging her to run, and telling her that I had no control. I just woke up, but I am in shock.