No explaining

Date: 5/6/2018

I had just lost my phone in school and no one would help me look for it so I was already pissed. However I was walking to class and my boyfriend had his arm around this girl. He stuck his tongue out at me and I pulled him off of her. He acted like I was being crazy and I pulled him to the side. He said there was nothing wrong with it and kept “trying” to explain himself but it kept making things worse. Some of the things he said made it seem like he was just scared to leave me and that’s why he hasn’t don’t it or that dating me was a joke with him and his friends at first but he was too scared to end it. I pulled him off somewhere else and he continued to beat around the bush and not answer me directly and got frustrated at me when I asked him to just start at square one and explain. It felt like I was high for a second and then immediately just the absolute worst feeling hit and I started tearing up. That’s when I woke up