Relapse.

Date: 7/1/2019

So I’m coming up on a year clean from meth. I just had a dream I was in my exes house with two of my co workers and this guy forced me at gun point to relapse. I tried not to so he killed one of my friends. Me and my mom (idk where she showed up) escaped with my baby (I actually do have a baby) but my mom got killed. I ended up jumping into a lake. Idk. It was triggering now I can’t sleep.