Multiple False Awakenings

Date: 10/6/2016

Ok so I wake up and I'm in my room everything normal. It's the middle of the night but for some reason I get up. I start walking towards my door when I start to get a really creepy feeling like somebody is watching me. Then I start to loose motor control and then I black out and wake up in my bed. "Hmm that's funny I guess it was just one of those dreams" I think to myself. Glad that the nightmare is over I get up to go to the washroom. Then it starts again, I loose control of my ability to move and I wake up back in my bed. Now I'm thinking wow that was weird but I get up and go to the washroom until I get the creepy feeling again and realize I'm still dreaming. Now it's starting to get scary. I'm lucid so I try and force myself to get up but it doesn't work. Eventually I wake up in my bed and I think thank God it's over until I realize I'm still in a dream. This continues to happen maybe 20 more times. I start questioning my own mortality and wether or not I'm currently in hell. On one occasion I remember seeing a 2 foot tall shadow sort of transparent black cloud like. I kick it. Finally I wake up for real or not maybe I'm still in hell.