back with ex again smh

Date: 5/31/2020

my ex came back to the states and we got back together. everything was good and he would always stay the night at my house. the first night he slept over i didn’t go to my room at all and he kept wanting me to. he would send photos of him and his green eyes waiting for me to come to bed. but i never did. finally it was 7am and he came to get me. i apologized and told him i lost track of time but id lay with him until i had to go to work again. he was happy with that. we laid together and made out. it was nice and thoughtful. the next night he came over again and i went to bed at 1 so we had time to spend together. nothing got sexual it was just us trying to spend moments together through all the busyness. he was kind to me in my dream and caring unlike he was when we were together in real life. i felt safe in his arms. the next day we protested and joined the BLM movement. i saw a friend at the pool and gave her a hug and a tip for some reason lol. then we continued our journey. for some reason trump sent out planes for BLM trying to make it seem like he was trying to help. all he did was send planes with sheets saying blm. i said in my dream “i wonder how much this cost. he could have used that money to actually donate to the movement or to help us yet instead he sent planes saying blm.” my sister looked at me and told me to shush because everyone became silent for some dumb reason watching the planes. and so i too was silent. the moment i stopped talking my alarm went off. i woke up.