The dream about the girl in heaven

Date: 6/23/2018

I am a girl in real life but in this dream, I became a chubby young guy. In this dream, I was the same me. A girl and I had a boyfriend in real life, and my boyfriend also showed up in the dream. There was a play, and my bf and I met my close circle of friends in college. We ate in a café (which we had troubles searching for because the location was quite far and hidden from the public). After eating, I didn't know what else happened because I think I got into an accident and my body was in a coma. My loved ones were so lonely but my soul was actually sent to heaven. When I got into heaven, they told me my situation and I was transformed into a chubby young guy. (There was no explanation why I became a young guy, but I think that this will become my reincarnated appearance). In heaven, it's just like earth, but all people were kind. No one hated anyone and everyone was happy. All of them smiled and greeted even though they're strangers. In heaven, there was this little girl whose hair was braided, and I spent a lot of time with her, going to plays, visiting places etc (I forgot what we did). We became friends but I think I fell in love with her so I confessed to her. However, she told me that she doesn't think of marrying someone ever. Even though it was supposed to be sad, I didn't feel any negativity and I just accepted her decision. Soon enough, the higher ups in heaven told me that my body in the world was about to die and I should go back to Earth as a chubby little guy. I didn't want to go yet, became my best friend, the girl, is in heaven and I wanted to be with her. The girl told me that I should go and I should respect the law or something. She gave me a small piece of paper which has something written like: "The things we know" and she told me to fill it up, and tell her the things we know in Earth, because she said that heaven and earth are two different places and she hasn't been to my world. She wanted to know what it's like in Earth. She told me that I should give the paper with my answer back to her before leaving heaven. Then, the higher ups asked me to pick a number. Without asking what it's for, I picked a number (but I forgot the number I chose because the dream didn't really tell). Then all of a sudden, everything flashed in a second, and I'm now back in Earth living as a chubby boy (probably a teenager now, 18 or 19). I still remember everything that happened in heaven. I think the number I chose that higer ups were asking was the number of days left in that place (like, for example, if I chose 3, then I'd have three more days left to live in heaven before getting reincarnated). I looked at my hand and I saw this small paper she gave me. It means I haven't thought about any answet and so, I haven't written anything before I went back to Earth. So then, I had a car, and drove to a nearby cliff. The place looked like grand canyon, and I was the only one there. I had a red crayon and I wrote on the paper: "The things we know that love and happiness come to those who work hard for it." I walked to the cliff and shouted something like "please give this to her!" And I threw the note up into the sky. I saw the wind took it higher and higher, like a balloon going up until I couldn't see it anymore. Then I went back to my car and drove away, and I knew for sure that my memories about the heaven and the girl and about everything in my past life were soon fading away.