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Date: 10/2/2019

I wasn’t quite asleep or dreaming yet, but I was laying down trying to sleep. I got a job recently, and I was going over all the things I did wrong today. There’s so much competition and I want to improve, but I can’t get to sleep while thinking of it all. Then all of a sudden I started thinking of the good, and a warm feeling came over me and for the first time I felt proud of myself, and all my overwhelming thoughts just disappeared. A few tears even strayed from my eye, but they were warm like tears of happiness. I’ve lost a lot of people but my best guess is that it was my grandpa, it felt like one of his warm hugs. But whether or not I just imagined it, it gave me such relief. And I was finally able to get some sleep, and for the first night in a few, actually dream, but I wanted to share this first.