Murdering my FIL

Date: 1/27/2017

For some backstory, my FIL is estranged and my husband despises him. So I was in rural Texas I believe, and suddenly we see my FIL tripping on acid or something. He was fucked up, so I decided we should murder him. We took him to our house, I had my husband leave the room. I gouged his eyeballs out with an ice cream scoop, cut each of his limbs off with a chainsaw, and finally decapitated him. Afterwards, all breaking bad style, we poured sulphuric acid in the bathtub and watched him go away. Then I woke up. So realistic I'm disturbed.