Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 1/6/2019
By bunbun12
My ex girlfriend was supposed to sleep over at my house and we'd meet up with my girlfriend and a bunch of friends in the morning. The dream starts with her at my window talking about how she misses me and how beautiful the night is from my window. It was sweet but I don't love her anymore. I eventually sit down next to her, just relaxing and talking, and she gets closer to my face tauntingly, and she says "I still want to kiss you" She tries to kiss me and I do not kiss her back, and I push her off of me - in the dream I am weaker than her, although I don't think I am irl. She eventually let's up and goes on my TV. She puts on breaking bad and I groan, she smirks and acts like I love everything she's doing. I hate the show, I hate her being sexual, I hate it all. She says something like "I like the show" and I lay down and close my eyes, trying to sleep so I don't have to watch. She moves half on top of me and hovers, I open my eyes to her taunting again, "don't you miss me?" she then forces me into a make out, and puts her leg between my thighs. My hips buck. I make small noises - they were more "what the fuck" or "help" than sexual noises. She eventually takes her face away and says "I knew you still wanted me". I squirm away and sit up on my bed, leaning against my wall. I breathe heavily and shakily. She smiles all evil-like, comes up to me again, and intertwines our legs. She sticks her hand between my legs and rubs, "I know you miss this, remember going under your pants? Don't you miss that too?" She grabs my face with the other hand and forces me into harsh kisses again. I get her off of me a few seconds later and stand, she stands to grab my shoulders but I run out of the room, downstairs. My sister and my mom are in the kitchen, talking, my mom asks me to do something, I don't remember what, but I do it and mention my ex girlfriend upstairs, "trying to assault me" and they both shrug it off.