Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 7/5/2016
By HU618
In my dream I was hanging out with a friend, a rather close friend and we were having fun just running around. Now this part is hazy, but I remember we were outside and we were joking around and I tossed something of hers into the road, not even into the road it was only about a foot away from the sidewalk. My friend and I laughed our asses off and she got whatever I tossed into the road. But my mother must have been watching and she yelled at me to get in, and once I got in she told me I shouldn't have done that. I was confused as of why because everyone else laughed it off. So I stuck to my room for a while, angry at the fact that I had gotten in trouble for something that seemed so frivolous to me. In what seemed like seconds, my friend was up in my room and suddenly we were hugging and my eyes were sore and tears were pouring out of them, all the while my friends were bone dry as we hugged. She then said "so your leaving me" not so much a question but a statement. The rest is hazy, but what I do remember is feeling like the whole moment was so real and that I was so hurt and like someone was tearing my heart out. And as I was crying I noticed my dad and sister had gathered to watch us, emotionless looking. I remember having an urge to tell them to "go" and "get out" so I could be alone with my friend and tell her that I wasn't leaving. But I couldn't get the words out and I kept profusely crying. The next thing I remember is I'm storming upstairs past my family (which makes no sense because part of my family was with me and I was already upstairs !). So I stormed passed my family crying hysterically yelling stuff that I can't remember and my mom says to everyone to "let her go upstairs". And as I make it upstairs I cry even more in my room, but soon text my friend and apologize (for whatever the hell happened in my dream I don't even know) and I specifically remember the message she sent me and it read "glad your back". Then I woke up and too my astonishment as I lay on my side, I realize that tears had fallen onto my cheeks and as I realize this another one rolls down my cheek I'm thinking "what the actual fuck"....